As human beings we all have an aversion to pain. We learned at an early age to avoid pain at all costs, have a quick fix handy, pop a pill, eat, drink, shop, drug ourselves into relief, erase negative emotions, find solutions to get out of pain as rapidly as we can. Instant gratification has become our favorite motto. We measure our power by rapidly feeling better through the practical artifice of a method or a habit.
We have learned about the laws of attraction and turned our negative thoughts and negative attitudes into positive ones. We have learned how to command what we feel by what we think, and how to control our inner self by changing negative programs to better ones. We have meditated to find connection with our divinity, the true self we all are yearning for, and if we do feel better, that feeling is nevertheless not sustainable and still evades us, keeping us in a long and exhausting runway, with its ups and downs.
We have to understand that by denying our negativity, and superimposing systems to not feel it or even erase it, what we deny is ourselves, because the purpose of negative feelings is precisely to point at the distance that we have from ourselves. Pain, as a tracking system, is the method we put in place when we left our Source to find our way back home, to recover consciously the pieces we lost by incarnating. If we eradicate that pain, we spin our wheels and lose ourselves into a false space. We start building a pseudo self, based on the replacement self we put together to mask the pain.
In the lost consciousness that we have to regain, lies an ego space that will drive us into a pernicious illusion of happiness, based on the fulfillment of what we think we want; when deep within, a part of ourselves is still crying out to be retrieved, through the very track of our negative emotions!
The new step in evolution is to stop our unconscious denial and find the totally of our essence so that our well-being can express naturally and genuinely, beyond any type of control.
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Questions:
- Still questioning the sustainability of your well-being?
- Feeling out of sorts at times?
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About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our essence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
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