by Natalie Kawai | Aug 24, 2015 | Blog, Uncategorized
Recovering the Last Part of Our Power
The New Era is the time when the values of Source express naturally and profusely on Earth. It is when, by encompassing all the aspects of who we are, we accept our divinity and our humanity entirely, merging them in the place of oneness they belong to.
This is when the last step of Consciousness recovery comes into play.
Deep within, a lack of fulfillment still nags us. No matter what we create and how much we do, there is still something missing. We don’t feel complete since we are indeed not, which portrays the active duality we still have with our point of origin or Source. The denied essence, the feminine power in all of us—men and women—is still frozen in its forgotten place. It percolates throughout a deep muffled calling in our emotions—expressing its profound need for retrieval, still unrevealed. There is a sense of being ill-at-ease, ranging from minor to major, that we can’t pinpoint totally. We constantly and unknowingly repress and control it. It feels like a lack of authenticity, and it is such a lack, but there is even more to it than that.
Behind the lack of authenticity and connectedness we all suffer from, there is a truth that is still open and left pending. We do our best to compensate at the surface, with an amplifying societal movement. Today’s plethora of social media and communication platforms indicates the profound need of people to stop camouflaging and manipulating out of fear. It reveals a genuine desire to be open and vulnerable, trying to be who we really are. We don’t want to hide behind learned behaviors anymore; we want to be right there, interacting with others, sometimes virtually, but also live, eye to eye, voice to voice, and most importantly, heart to heart! We are witnessing a gigantic thirst for the resurrection of the values of Source. And that is great!
In order to access our authenticity from the group up, in all truth, without restrictions anymore, we need to regain the totality of our substance and abolish duality once and for all. We have to recover the part we have been deprived of for ages—the part we unknowingly crave. That part is our Mother energy, the feminine power that fell away from us in the beginning of time and yearns to be heard and reclaimed now!
We are all orphans of our divine mother. Her presence was severed a long time ago from the full equation of our essence for the purposes of our evolution. She is now resurfacing to claim her place in the matrix of our lives.
It is our responsibility to ourselves and to the planet, to humanity at large—we are all one—to awaken. Unless we own and awaken all of our essence, an ego portion will still be alive within us. And no matter how well we live, no matter how beautiful, sincere, and humanitarian our visions are, we will only perpetuate the persistence of ego—our resistance and attachment to the old paradigm. We will carry them on through our creations, our endeavors and actions, through our thoughts and partial being-ness, until we fully awaken.
The New Era is when we stop just emulating Source to feel approved by it through our creations and our success. We have to step up to the next stride, which is to BE our Source and become creators without ego interferences anymore, which means to be pure. The retrieval of the Will, the feminine energy, will achieve that purpose. I invite you to go along in this journey so we can bring about the New Era of consciousness on the planet.
It is time for us to recover our wholeness fully!
by Natalie Kawai | Aug 17, 2015 | Blog, Uncategorized
Even though we eagerly want our lives to improve and we are longing to feel better, to have more freedom, more love, more health, more money, more passion, etc., we block our own flow by resisting it!
How do we do that? By resisting our negative feelings, either by denying them or overriding them with “pep talks.” We don’t know that our negative feelings are the very pointers to our lost essence, the pieces of us crying out inside of us through the pain we feel and constantly bypass.
Your negative feelings are the very tracking system that will lead you back to YOU! Pain is here to tell you when you are away from yourself. We have set that system upon departing Source to make sure that we would find our way back. Repressing, controlling, denying, and manipulating our negative feelings will only cause us to postpone our return to our point of origin, the Source we come from.
A negative feeling is a pointer to the lost Essence, the pieces of us we are crying out to retrieve. As long as we don’t recognize our negative feelings, we stay stuck in our cages. To accept a negative feeling and transmute it fully will return the power that was entrapped underneath it. It will recover the lost self.
In order to be magnetic and attract what you want, you have to create it by being who you are, which means cultivating the retrieval of your self. Underneath every manifestation, there is the energy that creates, the Spirit, and behind the Spirit there is another energy, the Will. The Will is the foundation, the root of a manifestation to its Source. We can create without a root, but it is not solid and doesn’t vibrate entire truth. The Will is the Earth link of the Essence to its Source, or point of creation. If all energy is not 100 percent rooted into Source, a gap will remain and provide a non-light space where other forces like ego can rule.
Following your “emotional guidance”—your feelings—by accepting them and working them will not only transmute your patterns back into pure power, but they will also allow you to “realize” who you are beyond all ego by awakening your Will essence and, thus, enable you to create what you want naturally and with alignment. No need to fake power by pumping your positive muscles every day; youʼll get what you want by being who you are!
by Natalie Kawai | Aug 10, 2015 | Blog, Uncategorized
In our process of evolution, we started feeling rejected by Source and, thus, victimized by our exit from it. We, therefore, created our realities from a pseudo-place of power, or ego, to react against that ostracism and re-establish our value. We built a tremendous resistance to our Source with our ego, and we deeply identified with it.
Then we evolved and realized that we still had a portion of the power with our thoughts and their creative power. The New Age was born with the Law of Attraction, positive thinking, positive feeling, and overall positive attitude. We started to feel much better, realizing that all we had to do was re-gear our minds, create powerful mindsets, focus on what we wanted, change our programs into better ones, and then up we would go. We were all set for glory!
This was tremendous progress; we started to emulate Source.
And that is good, but not good enough. This partial truth blurs and eludes the real problem, which is the ultimate retrieval of all the Self composing the matrix of creation. Revitalizing one aspect of the divine essence is very good, but it does not achieve the goal. Being partially Divine Force with partial ego is not a radical solution. It will defer the truth and subtly avoid it, which is again the design of the ego. In order for us to be full creators and express our Source 100 percent, we have to step up and regain all the power of Source to be it entirely.
When we create with our thoughts, or the Spirit side of creation, we certainly create, but the results are partial. Since the other part of the essence, the Will, is not yet regained, it still holds an ego. That ego, not being out of the way, will then permeate our creations. Consequently, those partial creations vibrating into the world will become beacons of mixed messages—the true self that is always there intrinsically, but also, the ego that is there to inhibit and keep the true self under its control. These creations, therefore, deliver a pending message to the world, radiating the pseudo-self entrenched with the true self and, thus, keeping the world in the old paradigm.
In order for our planet to evolve and truly establish a new order, with prosperity, harmony, and peace, we have to create that order within ourselves to begin with. That will happen with the retrieval of the still dormant aspect of the essence, the Will, our root to Source. From that place of ultimate and true concordance with Source, we will be able to create—manifest things and situations that will be the new beacon of truth and inspire others to find their own wholeness as well. That is the way this world will evolve, and realize itself entirely.
To reach full consciousness, or full creativity, unadulterated by any ego trace, one has to regain all the Self, not only the Spirit, or Father side of creation, but also the Will, or Mother side of creation. That’s how we will BE our Source entirely.
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