by Natalie Kawai | Mar 11, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
Destiny & Free Will –
Destiny is the larger frame of our soul agreements. They both have the same purpose which is to make sure we reassemble ourselves and get back home, by gaining full awareness of who we are. What a supreme and intricate plan! Ambitious, complex and filled with meanders and circumvolutions, it defies the mind and its criteria. The course of our destiny goes beyond any rational and linear concept of the mental realm. Destiny is the road one has to take in order to achieve one’s ultimate purpose of Self-Realization. Only the higher realm of the soul knows how to organize this journey.
In the larger perspective of consciousness, the purpose of destiny is to become whole again. In order for that to happen, we, as human beings have to retrieve the full amount of our presence.
There are two components in the primary energy of creation: the Will and the Spirit. The Will is magnetic and emotional; itʼs the feeling part of the equation, used to monitor and keep us grounded into our Source. The Spirit is electrical, very quick and agile, itʼs the thinking part of the equation; it takes brave strides, directs and explores.
Basically there is no “Free Will” if the initial “Will” is not retrieved. The original Will is the cornerstone of self-recovery. Without our “Will” we canʼt realize our self, and only operate from an illusion mostly based on another kind of Will that replaced the first one: the ego Will, or pseudo Will.
We might feel like we have “Free Will” since we can make decisions in our lives and are apparently in command. But as long as we canʼt distinguish which one we operate from, confused that we are with our unconscious programs, weʼll continue to exercise our “Will” to prove ourselves, have an importance and a sense of value outside of ourselves, using the 3-D results as a reference frame.
Ego Will has a powerful drive. It can build a serious momentum that can translate into lots of achievements that would seriously reinforce its legitimacy. But as the soul grows towards its objective of Self-Realization, the destiny scenarios will change and one will be nudged into converting the pseudo Will and the glorification of the ego, to real Will and realization of self.
Our destiny is the road we take to retrieve our true self and become fully conscious of who we are, thereby achieving wholeness.
Soul agreement: Contract we pass with ourselves prior to incarnating to make sure we are faced with the circumstances and situations that will make us grow in awareness. We have several soul agreements. They are the most influential part of our power; we can put them aside for a while, but they will always resurface since they are in place for us to achieve our life purpose of full Self-Realization.
Question?
- How to follow your destiny by becoming whole and at one with your creative power?
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info@nataliekawai.com
About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | Feb 26, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
Whether to drugs, food, TV, shopping, alcohol, cigarettes, sweets, work, or on the healthy side, to success, making money, mindset control, love, philosophies, practices etc. We are all addicted to something, healthy or not, to replace a part in us we deeply feel is missing.
From a spiritual stand point, an addiction is a transposition, a transfer of energy. Instead of being within, we are outside, in another person —co-dependency, in a substance, in a habit, a mindset, a practice, a life style, etc., looking to find the self we are lacking. We automatically transpose to fill up the void within by an outside asset, becoming & defending that asset instead of becoming ourselves.
And it is not our fault, we simply don’t know otherwise since it has become our identity in the absence of a major pillar of wholeness denied from day one of creation: the Will. (See definition below.)
All addictions being temporary fillers, the obvious danger is that upon being addicted to a replacement, we are going to pursue its quest and won’t do the work required to regain the wholeness we are. We simply cover up the gap of presence within, since our life style, supported by the culture, the collective consensus of unconsciousness all secured by ego, has become our main replacement substance.
We have been unknowingly spinning our wheels, struggling in life for improvement, for ease, to feel good, unknowing that “deep in our matrix lies a part of ourselves that has never been awakened.” That part creates a void that we feel but deny because we don’t know how to get there and how to recover it. That part is the energy of our Mother, our other divine parent that has been denied and pushed away —for purpose of evolution, but is still impeding us to know ourselves one hundred per cent. We are separate from our origins, not in a Judeo-Christian concept of good vs. evil or Original Sin, but rather in how we are separated from our very Mother.
Will – Initial substance of creation, feminine and emotional energy representing the Mother side of the essence.
Questions?
- Feeling the void inside at times?
- Not knowing what to do with it?
Don’t hesitate to contact me for a no obligation complimentary discovery session: info@NatalieKawai.com
About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | Feb 11, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
Believing is the space that supports us while we are working at establishing the truth we are wanting to prove and experience. Believing is faith; it represents the distance between ourself and the self we don’t have as yet, and, therefore, cannot fully know. Believing is based on an active conviction of the validity of a reality or a concept, before we truly know it. It is a mental energy, based on the Spirit part of the essence that can be fueled by induced emotion. It can live in someone before he/she owns the totality of his/her self. Knowing happens when, upon owning all our essence, we fill up the gaps of incoherence within and experience what we believe vividly.
Believing requires effort and training, knowing is effortless, why? Because when you know it means that you have done the work of filling up the tank of self to the brim, you have eliminated self-doubt and have become whole!
Questions
- Where do you think/feel you belong?
- Ready for more effortless knowing?
Don’t hesitate to contact me for a no obligation complimentary discovery session: info@NatalieKawai.com
About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | Feb 4, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
The Collective Unconsciousness is a space in our minds and emotions created by the loss of presence we incurred when we incarnate.
It is the zone where all humanity converges and finds support in the pseudo comfort of the cultural imprints. It is a huge swamp tying our roots in its replacement basin, a subjacent track of communication where our programs of disconnection lie instead of our true and regained self. It has a strong and magnetic field exercising an untraceable attraction on all of us.
The collective unconsciousness moves all day long across the planet.
When something bad happens on Earth, we feel it and react by cramping up and fighting, adding to the fear and latent anxiety. When something good happens, hope is back in the picture and we relax and everything seems better. These movements go on and on with the flow of personal and mass reactions. They affect everybody on the planet. We unknowingly feel the pain, the conflicts, the anxiety and the joy of our entire humanity.
Through the collective unconsciousness power, we adhere to the programs and the beliefs of our culture, our family lineages, our tribes, our nations and what forms the very make up of humanity at large. We carry that imprint deep within as an identity, since we have not as yet regained the full presence of who we are.
Our purpose is to elevate ourselves from the tight rope of this collective consensus and always choose the emergence of true self over the attachment to the past and the comfort that it provides; even when we want to avoid our power/self and flee into the illusionary character of this escape-mechanism.
It takes work to extract ourselves from the collective unconsciousness and stay firmly anchored into our Source. It cannot resolve itself in a quick fix mindset alteration. It takes dedication to get consciously through the turmoil of the emotional baggage that tugs us to the core. That might sound heavy, but it is not when we know how to address it. The reward is priceless, because when you find your genuine self, you can finally breathe freely, purge the stress and relax enjoying pure well-being, true peace, because you have gained who you really are all the way!
When that happens you become part of a new trend of consciousness, the New Paradigm that impacts the world and lifts the weight of the old collective unconsciousness. That is how we will change the state of being of this planet and help other people to evolve, until they too… free themselves!
Questions:
- Subjected to random & inexplicable moods that take you away?
- Still having a hard time stay firm in your heart undisturbed?
- Flooded unexpectedly by negativity at times?
- Dependent on practices to stay afloat?
Don’t hesitate to contact me for a no obligation complimentary discovery session: Info@NatalieKawai.com
About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | Jan 29, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
In any situations of our lives, before we can even think a thought, pouf… something else is already going on… a pre-thought, an energy that shows un-invited but is very present and overbearing: Judgement.
We judge inherently because ever since we were born we felt this obscure need to protect ourselves from the world, from others, from the unknown environment we came into. We get these thoughts form our lineage, culture, race, religion, and on top of what we received, we build our own line of defense.
As spiritual people, we had learned not to judge, but believe me we still do. It is an inevitable and very unconscious mark of our humanity. Judgement is what keeps us separate from ourselves and from others. It is the result of our programs and ego that make us repel parts of ourselves and others. It is a reflex programed in our mind and emotional body that is devious and disable the love from our heart to flow forward.
Judgement squeezes energy, it contracts, stresses our systems. We know it is not aligned and we don’t like it but we don’t know what else to do. Because judgement is here to replace parts of ourselves that we don’t have yet. We suffer from it, unconsciously or not, and shoot judgement as arrows to project outside the discomfort we feel inside.
We judge because we feel incomplete, and we feel incomplete because we deny ourselves.We judge because we feel a void inside and by judging we express the pain caused by that void. The more we judge and the more we shrink and contract inside. Because when we judge, anything or anyone, what we judge is ourselves as a reflection, therefore condemning ourselves.
When you capture that moment of judgement, what you want to do is, 1) acknowledge, don’t deny or repress, 2) feel the pain you cause yourself by judging, the shame, the anger, etc., and 3) go deep and ask yourself why? If you don’t find an answer don’t worry, don’t feel discouraged, let it go for now and later, when another opportunity presents itself ask again. Your Source, inner guidance will never let you down and you’ll finally understand. When you do the work of recovering the power that is underneath the judgement, you’ll empower YOU and will align you with your Source, which is the Purpose of our lives.
Judgement is a projection of hatred, which is a distance from self-acceptance or love.
When you judge yourself or others, you attack and that is a SELF-condemnation. Don’t deny or repress the pain you feel, the discomfort, accept it and work at it.
Questions:
- Feeling that hidden & nagging energy of judgment inside shooting out of nowhere?
- Insidiously attacked by a heart wrenching feeling of self-condemnation? self-criticism?
- Don’t worry, it is not your fault!
Don’t hesitate to contact me for a complementary discovery session: info@NatalieKawai.com
About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our essence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | Jan 21, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
As human beings we all have an aversion to pain. We learned at an early age to avoid pain at all costs, have a quick fix handy, pop a pill, eat, drink, shop, drug ourselves into relief, erase negative emotions, find solutions to get out of pain as rapidly as we can. Instant gratification has become our favorite motto. We measure our power by rapidly feeling better through the practical artifice of a method or a habit.
We have learned about the laws of attraction and turned our negative thoughts and negative attitudes into positive ones. We have learned how to command what we feel by what we think, and how to control our inner self by changing negative programs to better ones. We have meditated to find connection with our divinity, the true self we all are yearning for, and if we do feel better, that feeling is nevertheless not sustainable and still evades us, keeping us in a long and exhausting runway, with its ups and downs.
We have to understand that by denying our negativity, and superimposing systems to not feel it or even erase it, what we deny is ourselves, because the purpose of negative feelings is precisely to point at the distance that we have from ourselves. Pain, as a tracking system, is the method we put in place when we left our Source to find our way back home, to recover consciously the pieces we lost by incarnating. If we eradicate that pain, we spin our wheels and lose ourselves into a false space. We start building a pseudo self, based on the replacement self we put together to mask the pain.
In the lost consciousness that we have to regain, lies an ego space that will drive us into a pernicious illusion of happiness, based on the fulfillment of what we think we want; when deep within, a part of ourselves is still crying out to be retrieved, through the very track of our negative emotions!
The new step in evolution is to stop our unconscious denial and find the totally of our essence so that our well-being can express naturally and genuinely, beyond any type of control.
to be followed…
Questions:
- Still questioning the sustainability of your well-being?
- Feeling out of sorts at times?
Don’t hesitate to contact me for a complimentary discovery session: info@NatalieKawai.com
About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our essence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
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