Emotional Resistance

Even though we eagerly want our lives to improve and we are longing to feel better, to have more freedom, more love, more health, more money, more passion, etc., we block our own flow by resisting it!

How do we do that? By resisting our negative feelings, either by denying them or overriding them with “pep talks.” We don’t know that our negative feelings are the very pointers to our lost essence, the pieces of us crying out inside of us through the pain we feel and constantly bypass.

Your negative feelings are the very tracking system that will lead you back to YOU! Pain is here to tell you when you are away from yourself. We have set that system upon departing Source to make sure that we would find our way back. Repressing, controlling, denying, and manipulating our negative feelings will only cause us to postpone our return to our point of origin, the Source we come from.

A negative feeling is a pointer to the lost Essence, the pieces of us we are crying out to retrieve. As long as we don’t recognize our negative feelings, we stay stuck in our cages. To accept a negative feeling and transmute it fully will return the power that was entrapped underneath it. It will recover the lost self.

In order to be magnetic and attract what you want, you have to create it by being who you are, which means cultivating the retrieval of your self. Underneath every manifestation, there is the energy that creates, the Spirit, and behind the Spirit there is another energy, the Will. The Will is the foundation, the root of a manifestation to its Source. We can create without a root, but it is not solid and doesn’t vibrate entire truth. The Will is the Earth link of the Essence to its Source, or point of creation. If all energy is not 100 percent rooted into Source, a gap will remain and provide a non-light space where other forces like ego can rule.

Following your “emotional guidance”—your feelings—by accepting them and working them will not only transmute your patterns back into pure power, but they will also allow you to “realize” who you are beyond all ego by awakening your Will essence and, thus, enable you to create what you want naturally and with alignment. No need to fake power by pumping your positive muscles every day; youʼll get what you want by being who you are!

Mimicking Source vs. Being Source

In our process of evolution, we started feeling rejected by Source and, thus, victimized by our exit from it. We, therefore, created our realities from a pseudo-place of power, or ego, to react against that ostracism and re-establish our value. We built a tremendous resistance to our Source with our ego, and we deeply identified with it.

Then we evolved and realized that we still had a portion of the power with our thoughts and their creative power. The New Age was born with the Law of Attraction, positive thinking, positive feeling, and overall positive attitude. We started to feel much better, realizing that all we had to do was re-gear our minds, create powerful mindsets, focus on what we wanted, change our programs into better ones, and then up we would go. We were all set for glory!

This was tremendous progress; we started to emulate Source.

And that is good, but not good enough. This partial truth blurs and eludes the real problem, which is the ultimate retrieval of all the Self composing the matrix of creation. Revitalizing one aspect of the divine essence is very good, but it does not achieve the goal. Being partially Divine Force with partial ego is not a radical solution. It will defer the truth and subtly avoid it, which is again the design of the ego. In order for us to be full creators and express our Source 100 percent, we have to step up and regain all the power of Source to be it entirely.

When we create with our thoughts, or the Spirit side of creation, we certainly create, but the results are partial. Since the other part of the essence, the Will, is not yet regained, it still holds an ego. That ego, not being out of the way, will then permeate our creations. Consequently, those partial creations vibrating into the world will become beacons of mixed messages—the true self that is always there intrinsically, but also, the ego that is there to inhibit and keep the true self under its control. These creations, therefore, deliver a pending message to the world, radiating the pseudo-self entrenched with the true self and, thus, keeping the world in the old paradigm.

In order for our planet to evolve and truly establish a new order, with prosperity, harmony, and peace, we have to create that order within ourselves to begin with. That will happen with the retrieval of the still dormant aspect of the essence, the Will, our root to Source. From that place of ultimate and true concordance with Source, we will be able to create—manifest things and situations that will be the new beacon of truth and inspire others to find their own wholeness as well. That is the way this world will evolve, and realize itself entirely.

To reach full consciousness, or full creativity, unadulterated by any ego trace, one has to regain all the Self, not only the Spirit, or Father side of creation, but also the Will, or Mother side of creation. That’s how we will BE our Source entirely.