by Natalie Kawai | Jan 29, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
In any situations of our lives, before we can even think a thought, pouf… something else is already going on… a pre-thought, an energy that shows un-invited but is very present and overbearing: Judgement.
We judge inherently because ever since we were born we felt this obscure need to protect ourselves from the world, from others, from the unknown environment we came into. We get these thoughts form our lineage, culture, race, religion, and on top of what we received, we build our own line of defense.
As spiritual people, we had learned not to judge, but believe me we still do. It is an inevitable and very unconscious mark of our humanity. Judgement is what keeps us separate from ourselves and from others. It is the result of our programs and ego that make us repel parts of ourselves and others. It is a reflex programed in our mind and emotional body that is devious and disable the love from our heart to flow forward.
Judgement squeezes energy, it contracts, stresses our systems. We know it is not aligned and we don’t like it but we don’t know what else to do. Because judgement is here to replace parts of ourselves that we don’t have yet. We suffer from it, unconsciously or not, and shoot judgement as arrows to project outside the discomfort we feel inside.
We judge because we feel incomplete, and we feel incomplete because we deny ourselves.We judge because we feel a void inside and by judging we express the pain caused by that void. The more we judge and the more we shrink and contract inside. Because when we judge, anything or anyone, what we judge is ourselves as a reflection, therefore condemning ourselves.
When you capture that moment of judgement, what you want to do is, 1) acknowledge, don’t deny or repress, 2) feel the pain you cause yourself by judging, the shame, the anger, etc., and 3) go deep and ask yourself why? If you don’t find an answer don’t worry, don’t feel discouraged, let it go for now and later, when another opportunity presents itself ask again. Your Source, inner guidance will never let you down and you’ll finally understand. When you do the work of recovering the power that is underneath the judgement, you’ll empower YOU and will align you with your Source, which is the Purpose of our lives.
Judgement is a projection of hatred, which is a distance from self-acceptance or love.
When you judge yourself or others, you attack and that is a SELF-condemnation. Don’t deny or repress the pain you feel, the discomfort, accept it and work at it.
Questions:
- Feeling that hidden & nagging energy of judgment inside shooting out of nowhere?
- Insidiously attacked by a heart wrenching feeling of self-condemnation? self-criticism?
- Don’t worry, it is not your fault!
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About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our essence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | Jan 21, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
As human beings we all have an aversion to pain. We learned at an early age to avoid pain at all costs, have a quick fix handy, pop a pill, eat, drink, shop, drug ourselves into relief, erase negative emotions, find solutions to get out of pain as rapidly as we can. Instant gratification has become our favorite motto. We measure our power by rapidly feeling better through the practical artifice of a method or a habit.
We have learned about the laws of attraction and turned our negative thoughts and negative attitudes into positive ones. We have learned how to command what we feel by what we think, and how to control our inner self by changing negative programs to better ones. We have meditated to find connection with our divinity, the true self we all are yearning for, and if we do feel better, that feeling is nevertheless not sustainable and still evades us, keeping us in a long and exhausting runway, with its ups and downs.
We have to understand that by denying our negativity, and superimposing systems to not feel it or even erase it, what we deny is ourselves, because the purpose of negative feelings is precisely to point at the distance that we have from ourselves. Pain, as a tracking system, is the method we put in place when we left our Source to find our way back home, to recover consciously the pieces we lost by incarnating. If we eradicate that pain, we spin our wheels and lose ourselves into a false space. We start building a pseudo self, based on the replacement self we put together to mask the pain.
In the lost consciousness that we have to regain, lies an ego space that will drive us into a pernicious illusion of happiness, based on the fulfillment of what we think we want; when deep within, a part of ourselves is still crying out to be retrieved, through the very track of our negative emotions!
The new step in evolution is to stop our unconscious denial and find the totally of our essence so that our well-being can express naturally and genuinely, beyond any type of control.
to be followed…
Questions:
- Still questioning the sustainability of your well-being?
- Feeling out of sorts at times?
Don’t hesitate to contact me for a complimentary discovery session: info@NatalieKawai.com
About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our essence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | Jan 18, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
In order to be in the flow, in the now moment and fully present we have to “be” 100 percent. We have to steep in deeply to recover all of ourselves, because if we don’t, parts of us will always go into the magnetic habit of the old predicament. Mimicking the past, be haunted with thoughts of doubt, self-condemnation, self-criticism, and judgment, bouncing around to fill up the empty space in a scripted attempt to redeem and justify ourselves instead of acquiring ourselves.
This movement is so ancient and so rehearsed that we can’t avoid it. Our ego feeds it, giving us an identity we are so attached to, that we cannot even see its fueling our system. We don’t want to master wellbeing by only doing exercises that keep us in feeling good mode. We really want to address our being-ness, to harness it 100 percent by transmuting our false sense of self from the ground up.
As long as we rely on systems that keep us afloat without regaining ourselves, we will only achieve partial victory. The true victory is wholeness of Self. Then we will radiate our truth naturally and effortlessly, and our thoughts will be in accordance with it.
That is the New Step in Evolution.
Questions:
- Do you feel good because you have found techniques or philosophies to remind you of who you are, to put you back on track?
- Or do you experience true well-being because you totally own and are rooted into who you are?
- Do you want to keep yourself afloat or do you want to regain yourself altogether?
To be or not to be, that is the question! Thank you Shakespeare for this pearl of wisdom!
Partial well-being mastered by techniques or natural well-being period is not only a question, it is a choice!
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by Natalie Kawai | Jan 8, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
Deep in our matrix, lies a part of ourselves that has never been awakened. We hold within us a lost consciousness that longs to return. This energy is our Mother of Creation; She has been denied since the be- ginning of time for the purpose of evolution. Whether men or women, we all bear that sacred substance within. Its name is the Will, coming from the Whole.
We have come a long way from the dark age of victim consciousness to the New Age where we became more aware of ourselves, applied our tools of creation, the power of thoughts and emotions, and started to release the blocks of our inner game. We have awakened to the Spirit side of Consciousness and are moving in long strides to the creation of our desires and the improvement of our lives.
It is time now to cover the last part of our awakening and restore the Consciousness and presence of our denied Will. However, since this feminine and emotional energy has been repressed from day one of creation, we don’t know how to retrieve it. As long as the Will is not in place, there will be a gap in our full consciousness, and in this gap, ego and duality will still influence our game.
The journey continues….
Questions:
- Do you feel deep down that something is still missing?
- Still confused that no matter what you do spiritually you don’t feel whole?
Well you are right! Something is missing and we keep compensating with techniques that are good, but just cover the surface. The next step in evolution is to find the missing essence: the Will.
Don’t hesitate to contact me for a complimentary discovery session: info@NatalieKawai.com
About Natalie…
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our essence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
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