by Natalie Kawai | Mar 17, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
Resistance is our configuration. We are made out of flesh and bones, structurally functional because of our inherent resistance. That’s our human garment. Inwardly we learned how to resist since day one of creation. Feeling ejected by Source, we felt rejected and abandoned and started to push against our own Source by becoming resistant. “Hey, you pushed against me, I am going to push back!”. Thereby we created a strategy of resistance with our patterns and armored it with ego.
Gradually we became attached to that resistance, we built it up to the point of creating an identity out of it. We became what we thought and what we felt, and to top it all we started to defend that setting. Oh la la! Hello conflicts! This incrusted resistance has become our replacement identity for the real us we lost by birthing in humanity. Resistance and attachments developed into our default mechanism of defense.
Fortunately, we got fed up with this scripted scenario and started to shake things up. We wanted to find more fulfillment, more well-being, deeply driven by a soul longing.
The key to fulfillment is acceptance of self.
But in order to accept ourselves, we first have to own ourselves.
If we came up with an arsenal of resources these past decades to get back into the inherent power we naturally are, we still stumble upon a missing part. We all feel it more or less vaguely. We keep compensating for that missing part by creating more of the same, more conquests to make our life easier. But deep within we feel that if this improvement is undeniably good, it still doesn’t bring us what we really are looking for: true fulfillment.
What we don’t know is that a part of the essence we are made of is still missing. It has been forgotten in the equation of the creative power and fell in oblivion a longtime ago. That part is the feminine and emotional energy, the energy of the Great Mother of Creation. It is the Goddess side of divinity who, if she is allotted a reserved parking spot for the show, is still not performing on the stage of our reality! We are orphans of our very Mother and we keep yearning for her without even knowing it.
So one more time we are due to stretch the limits of our horizons. Upon retrieving that last past of our energy, we will become whole again and that is the promise of the New Era!
Questions?
- You want to be free, powerful but you are not and that hurts,
- You feel a block in your stomach, a pressure in your chest, your mind always grinds, your flow is disrupted, you worry, you are anxious, insecure…
- all that are signs of unconscious attachment to resistance!
If there was a click away to a magic trick, I would give it to you guys, promise; but let’s be real, unwinding our stuff takes time and commitment, all it takes is to start!
Want to glimpse on the other side? Dare to connect for your discovery session. It’s free and you are welcome!
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About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | Mar 11, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
Destiny & Free Will –
Destiny is the larger frame of our soul agreements. They both have the same purpose which is to make sure we reassemble ourselves and get back home, by gaining full awareness of who we are. What a supreme and intricate plan! Ambitious, complex and filled with meanders and circumvolutions, it defies the mind and its criteria. The course of our destiny goes beyond any rational and linear concept of the mental realm. Destiny is the road one has to take in order to achieve one’s ultimate purpose of Self-Realization. Only the higher realm of the soul knows how to organize this journey.
In the larger perspective of consciousness, the purpose of destiny is to become whole again. In order for that to happen, we, as human beings have to retrieve the full amount of our presence.
There are two components in the primary energy of creation: the Will and the Spirit. The Will is magnetic and emotional; itʼs the feeling part of the equation, used to monitor and keep us grounded into our Source. The Spirit is electrical, very quick and agile, itʼs the thinking part of the equation; it takes brave strides, directs and explores.
Basically there is no “Free Will” if the initial “Will” is not retrieved. The original Will is the cornerstone of self-recovery. Without our “Will” we canʼt realize our self, and only operate from an illusion mostly based on another kind of Will that replaced the first one: the ego Will, or pseudo Will.
We might feel like we have “Free Will” since we can make decisions in our lives and are apparently in command. But as long as we canʼt distinguish which one we operate from, confused that we are with our unconscious programs, weʼll continue to exercise our “Will” to prove ourselves, have an importance and a sense of value outside of ourselves, using the 3-D results as a reference frame.
Ego Will has a powerful drive. It can build a serious momentum that can translate into lots of achievements that would seriously reinforce its legitimacy. But as the soul grows towards its objective of Self-Realization, the destiny scenarios will change and one will be nudged into converting the pseudo Will and the glorification of the ego, to real Will and realization of self.
Our destiny is the road we take to retrieve our true self and become fully conscious of who we are, thereby achieving wholeness.
Soul agreement: Contract we pass with ourselves prior to incarnating to make sure we are faced with the circumstances and situations that will make us grow in awareness. We have several soul agreements. They are the most influential part of our power; we can put them aside for a while, but they will always resurface since they are in place for us to achieve our life purpose of full Self-Realization.
Question?
- How to follow your destiny by becoming whole and at one with your creative power?
Feel free to contact me for a no obligation complimentary discovery session:
info@nataliekawai.com
About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | Feb 26, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
Whether to drugs, food, TV, shopping, alcohol, cigarettes, sweets, work, or on the healthy side, to success, making money, mindset control, love, philosophies, practices etc. We are all addicted to something, healthy or not, to replace a part in us we deeply feel is missing.
From a spiritual stand point, an addiction is a transposition, a transfer of energy. Instead of being within, we are outside, in another person —co-dependency, in a substance, in a habit, a mindset, a practice, a life style, etc., looking to find the self we are lacking. We automatically transpose to fill up the void within by an outside asset, becoming & defending that asset instead of becoming ourselves.
And it is not our fault, we simply don’t know otherwise since it has become our identity in the absence of a major pillar of wholeness denied from day one of creation: the Will. (See definition below.)
All addictions being temporary fillers, the obvious danger is that upon being addicted to a replacement, we are going to pursue its quest and won’t do the work required to regain the wholeness we are. We simply cover up the gap of presence within, since our life style, supported by the culture, the collective consensus of unconsciousness all secured by ego, has become our main replacement substance.
We have been unknowingly spinning our wheels, struggling in life for improvement, for ease, to feel good, unknowing that “deep in our matrix lies a part of ourselves that has never been awakened.” That part creates a void that we feel but deny because we don’t know how to get there and how to recover it. That part is the energy of our Mother, our other divine parent that has been denied and pushed away —for purpose of evolution, but is still impeding us to know ourselves one hundred per cent. We are separate from our origins, not in a Judeo-Christian concept of good vs. evil or Original Sin, but rather in how we are separated from our very Mother.
Will – Initial substance of creation, feminine and emotional energy representing the Mother side of the essence.
Questions?
- Feeling the void inside at times?
- Not knowing what to do with it?
Don’t hesitate to contact me for a no obligation complimentary discovery session: info@NatalieKawai.com
About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | Feb 11, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
Believing is the space that supports us while we are working at establishing the truth we are wanting to prove and experience. Believing is faith; it represents the distance between ourself and the self we don’t have as yet, and, therefore, cannot fully know. Believing is based on an active conviction of the validity of a reality or a concept, before we truly know it. It is a mental energy, based on the Spirit part of the essence that can be fueled by induced emotion. It can live in someone before he/she owns the totality of his/her self. Knowing happens when, upon owning all our essence, we fill up the gaps of incoherence within and experience what we believe vividly.
Believing requires effort and training, knowing is effortless, why? Because when you know it means that you have done the work of filling up the tank of self to the brim, you have eliminated self-doubt and have become whole!
Questions
- Where do you think/feel you belong?
- Ready for more effortless knowing?
Don’t hesitate to contact me for a no obligation complimentary discovery session: info@NatalieKawai.com
About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | Feb 4, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
The Collective Unconsciousness is a space in our minds and emotions created by the loss of presence we incurred when we incarnate.
It is the zone where all humanity converges and finds support in the pseudo comfort of the cultural imprints. It is a huge swamp tying our roots in its replacement basin, a subjacent track of communication where our programs of disconnection lie instead of our true and regained self. It has a strong and magnetic field exercising an untraceable attraction on all of us.
The collective unconsciousness moves all day long across the planet.
When something bad happens on Earth, we feel it and react by cramping up and fighting, adding to the fear and latent anxiety. When something good happens, hope is back in the picture and we relax and everything seems better. These movements go on and on with the flow of personal and mass reactions. They affect everybody on the planet. We unknowingly feel the pain, the conflicts, the anxiety and the joy of our entire humanity.
Through the collective unconsciousness power, we adhere to the programs and the beliefs of our culture, our family lineages, our tribes, our nations and what forms the very make up of humanity at large. We carry that imprint deep within as an identity, since we have not as yet regained the full presence of who we are.
Our purpose is to elevate ourselves from the tight rope of this collective consensus and always choose the emergence of true self over the attachment to the past and the comfort that it provides; even when we want to avoid our power/self and flee into the illusionary character of this escape-mechanism.
It takes work to extract ourselves from the collective unconsciousness and stay firmly anchored into our Source. It cannot resolve itself in a quick fix mindset alteration. It takes dedication to get consciously through the turmoil of the emotional baggage that tugs us to the core. That might sound heavy, but it is not when we know how to address it. The reward is priceless, because when you find your genuine self, you can finally breathe freely, purge the stress and relax enjoying pure well-being, true peace, because you have gained who you really are all the way!
When that happens you become part of a new trend of consciousness, the New Paradigm that impacts the world and lifts the weight of the old collective unconsciousness. That is how we will change the state of being of this planet and help other people to evolve, until they too… free themselves!
Questions:
- Subjected to random & inexplicable moods that take you away?
- Still having a hard time stay firm in your heart undisturbed?
- Flooded unexpectedly by negativity at times?
- Dependent on practices to stay afloat?
Don’t hesitate to contact me for a no obligation complimentary discovery session: Info@NatalieKawai.com
About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
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