by Natalie Kawai | May 31, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
Understanding the premise of Creation reactivates the latent memory that we carry about our origin. It helps reawaken the consciousness we lost. Once we know what we are looking for we are more susceptible to find it.
In that context, let’s turn back the clock…
The burst of creation feels like an intense and traumatic chaos. From our cocoon of peace and quiet, we are propelled out in intense light and sound, much like birth from the human womb.
Our individuality is immediately defined by a sense of profound fear and resentment. Since we fragment and turn amnesic through the burst, we forget why we incarnate. We feel very victimized and in need to shield ourselves. We close down, solidify to protect ourselves, and by so doing create a rampart to consciousness. We block it up and start drifting away in a bubble of protest with our ego banner.
From this moment on, we try to constitute a sense of self outside the transparency of being-ness. We obstruct the flow and start to function out of reaction.
Being ejected, we feel re-jected and start to push against our Source. We feel diminished and limited and attach ourselves to that identity which becomes our “human definition”. We will then fight for that definition and create a consensus to protect our “human identity”. That’s how we give birth to the collective unconsciousness, alliance of humans to preserve what we think we are.
To re-unite with our self, we have to break down all the blocks of our “human definition”. But losing this pseudo identity is frightening because we feel we would lose ourselves and disappear.
Pushing against divinity in the fierce belief that we have to defend our diminished self is the last rampart that separates us from our Source. It takes dedicated warriors to go through it and recover full consciousness.
The recovery of full consciousness will eradicate the separation we still feel is lingering within. It will establish Heaven on Earth, which means the experience of our Source in our physical body and the material world. That experience is the reason why we come on Earth in the first place: To know our Source, who we are in a physical and tangible manner.
It might sound like science fiction, but so was flying in the 1900 and the invention of television ninety years ago!
Questions:
- You feel at peace just moments in the day and are eager to amplify this reality, it is your goal
- You feel that something is missing in the human equation and you can’t quite pinpoint what it is
- You are so eager to evolve, you want to know yourself, your soul power all the way
If so, feel free to connect with me, I am here to answer your questions! Let’s have a conversation. Sign up for a no-obligation discovery session, it’s easy : info@nataliekawai.com
About Natalie Kawai
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | May 9, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
We are divine energy and are creators by essence. There are two levels of manifestation: one is coming from the thoughts and emotions filtered with parasites, or programs, and the other is coming directly from Source or true Self. It is difficult to make the difference between our patterns and our Source since we are in a state of confusion between the two. We think we want something and because our sense of self is tied up with that idea, we apply our energy to create that thing or situation we want.
Since we are a creative energy flowing device, we can manifest through that pathway of the mind. Energy goes where we direct and focus it. This can nevertheless induce more confusion between the two plans of our reality: to be and to have, or here and there. We want something from a place of lack of Self, then we create that something there in the 3-D world and feel happy to a degree but it wears off.
If there is a definite satisfaction coming with that replacement, it is only temporary because we still long for the underlying real thing “true Self or being”, not yet fully recovered. We can get stuck in this distractive and more or less happy state, on our way to our Source. We can go for a long time with this process, going from one creation to another, always hoping that the next one will bring us “happiness”, will make us feeling more whole and fulfilled.
Once connected to our Source, upon doing the work of transmutation, we shift from replacing our parts and trying to feel whole with stuff in the world; being identified with “I manifest therefore I am”, to truly feel whole. Then creation flows easily, because nothing is in the way anymore. We create from Source, from the heart instead of from our thoughts embedded with ego. We create from an energy that is deeply rooted in being. No programs, no patterns to dictate us what to want. We are in the most magnetic place of the whole creation and attract naturally.
Manifesting from our heart will be the next step of our human experience in the up-coming era. This New Era is about implementing our masculine and controlling data with a more intuitive and nurturing quality: the emotional and feminine energy, shut down for eons. We will then find respect and balance with all lives.
Questions
- Your quest is sincere but you feel stuck?
- You want to feel your Source and experience some difficulty?
- You creations bring you happiness but you still don’t feel fulfilled?
Let’s talk! I can’t wait to meet with you in your discovery, no-obligation session, where we’ll look together in what you feel and desire. Feel free to connect: info@nataliekawai.com
About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | May 2, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
Ego is an energy entity, much like a person. It was born, grew in force and experience, and over time, developed strong characteristics of control and survival. Establishing its supremacy over us in a sly and solid strategy, it moves its puns on the game, in a systematic and under cover approach.
Its role is to preserve the newly found coherence of the identity we desperately try to restructure, after having lost a lot of our substance or consciousness through the “big bang” of creation.
The ego is necessary. Without it, we would still be scattered in limbo. We wouldn’t be able to have a form. Remember, after having exploded, we hastily recompose a semblance of our lost coherence, taping into the pool of fear-based thoughts all around, and patching up the holes with this replacement material. This new identity had to be kept together, tight and solid, and this is how the ego came to birth. The ego is like a membrane that has formed around our energy. It surrounds and keeps the integrity of the new cell we rekindled to survive, and go about our journey out of Source.
We put it in place, we created it and then, like everything that is given birth in this universe, it started to take on a life of its own. The energy of the ego is not coming from a dark zone, it is just energy, energy that wants to survive. Itʼs been assigned a role to begin with: the defense of the new found identity, which includes the patterns that have replaced our true self. And itʼs doing a really good job by not letting us easily free ourselves from this entity we have become. Its function is to do all it can to preserve the mold we assembled, and are entrapped into. Since we have been with our “ego” from day one of creation, it is well aware of our psychology and the least meander of our character, and therefore knows to perfection how to exploit them!
Everything in this universe is created from the very single Original Energy, and develops different traits and characteristics along the way. Away from its starting point, any energy entity will more or less severely stray, and experience outside the realm of its provenance. It will lose its remembrance and develop a renegade nature. It will think that it has become the master in command and will find a sense of self and power in a caricature of truth instead of truth. Spinning its wheels in an artificial land, it is doomed to collapse, when the light of truth finally comes back and shines over its shadows!
In the case of our personal ego, the power and full hegemony that it exerts upon us will only last until one wakes up from the illusion and starts to build up true power, regaining consciousness in the momentum of ongoing and dedicated work. Then the ego will be blocked in its track by the presence of self. The programs squatting the space will have to go and the keeper will have nothing to keep anymore! The ego will be on strike and at this point will convert back into a purer energy. That energy will still surround our cells, as a vibrational membrane to maintain our physical form, so that we can continue to experience our Source from the perspective of our incarnation.
Knowing that the ego is trained to be the keeper of the artificial order within, assuring the interim in the temporary absence of our Consciousness is good, but itʼs not enough to conjure up its intricate organization and dominance. This pseudo order within having become what we think we are, we will defend it and therefore enforce our ego.
It will feel safer for a while to operate from the old ego paradigm, but then as the soul evolves, it will become imperative to seek for truth, like air to breathe! At this stage, a person will look for ways to regain self and through implacable practice, will retrieve the lost consciousness. There will be an awkward passage, haunted by a lot of fear, where one will lose its bearings and step into the void without a net. The dissolution of the patterning, along with the backing down of the ego is very challenging since we functioned in this pseudo order forever. As fake as it is, that system is what we know and even outdated and dysfunctional, it feels safe and we are attached to it.
The ego is that voice inside that doesnʼt want things to change. It makes us feel that change is highly dangerous and we better off maintaining status quo. So stubbornness is one of the favorite weapons of the ego. It will also make us feel victimized by other people or situations so that we stay as far away from our power as we can.
Discouragement, doubt, boredom, sense of being defeated, incapable, unworthy, not good enough, too shy, too short, too old, too whatever, “I canʼt”, “I donʼt have the time”… and so forth are all part of the panoply of ego strategies to maintain status quo and disable a person to find their true self. Stepping in the unknown is challenging, no question about it, but the unknown is the place where instead of losing ourselves, we actually find ourselves! In the vastness of what we donʼt know lies the dormant consciousness that we so long for. By stepping into it, we create a bridge toward our very Self!
Dealing with the ego though is not dealing with the enemy; itʼs dealing with a part of us that has been assigned a function for the longest time and does not remember where it is coming from and where it belongs. It has become identified with its role. It is not about laying siege to the ego until it capitulates, itʼs about re-owning Self until the ego has nothing to fight for anymore, no pseudo structure to defend. It can then be recycled into the energy that it came from: Source.
Questions:
- A voice keeps nagging you in devaluing your true potential
- Feel at time discouraged, bored, defeated, unworthy
- Holding off, procrastinating, feeling stubborn
- Then your good old ego is holding the deck too tight
Time to establish more of YOU in the game so that you can be the master and play your card, instead of it playing you!
Feel free to book your discovery no-obligation session with me. I can’t wait to talking to you!
info@NatalieKawai.com
About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | Apr 3, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
The missing link, what is it?
Underneath our emotions lies the real gold!
In our human experience, two tracks are always running, our creative power divided in two parts. The mind and its thoughts, and the heart and its emotions. We have investigated the first one a lot, to the point where we are able to create realities by retraining our mind. We definitely have a handle on the mindset, however we still don’t know that it is partial and consequently limited.
We know about the power of emotions and we have gotten a definite handle on it as well; either by flowing positive emotions to superimpose the negatives, or by zapping the negatives from the unconscious layers which alleviate their charge and makes us feel better. We have mastered the way we feel to a degree, rising above our negativity which led us to better express ourselves. We regained space in our hard drive, a huge could has been lifted.
So far so good, and there is more than the simple engineering of our emotions. We have become so very good a replacing what is bad by what is good, whether it is thoughts or emotions, that we have not pushed further enough to uncover the truth underneath our emotions, where the real essence is still lying dormant.
An emotion is an energy that is pointing out towards a piece of ourselves still inactive. This energy is the “Will” the energy of the Mother of Creation, her very substance. It is time for us to recover that essence to become whole; wholeness being the origin of the Will, its point of departure.
… ”Deep in our matrix, lies a part of ourselves that has never been awakened. We hold within a lost consciousness that longs to return. This energy is our Mother of Creation; She has been denied since the beginning of time for the purpose of evolution. Whether men or women, we all bear that sacred substance within. Its name is the Will, coming from the Whole”. —First paragraph of my book “Conversations With Mother Goddess”.
When we don’t feel good, it is because our essence is calling us with a signal and wants to be retrieved. Since we don’t know that, we use our tools and do whatever we learned to feel better, thus stopping the depth of the signal. Feeling what we feel is honoring our emotions without a doubt, but the descent is not profound enough and the problem remains, the real gold is not found as yet. We only recover a portion of it but not the full amount.
That is the work cut out for us in the New Era. We have to awaken these deep seeded layers so that we can fully align with all the creative power of Source, and relegate the ego and darkness to an old memory. As long as there is ego, there is interference and therefore no wholeness; and as long as there is no wholeness, there is no return to Source.
It is now time to be our Source, not just emulate it anymore, and for that we have to reach wholeness!
Questions:
- You want to be the person you aspire to be
- You want to make a difference in the world
- You want to go beyond the settled order of things
- And you want to feel your best!
Let’s talk! Connect with me for your complimentary discovery session! We’ll see how you can resurge more of your presence, feel good all the way and transform lives by being who you truly are: info@NatalieKawai.com
About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
by Natalie Kawai | Mar 11, 2016 | Blog, Uncategorized
Destiny & Free Will –
Destiny is the larger frame of our soul agreements. They both have the same purpose which is to make sure we reassemble ourselves and get back home, by gaining full awareness of who we are. What a supreme and intricate plan! Ambitious, complex and filled with meanders and circumvolutions, it defies the mind and its criteria. The course of our destiny goes beyond any rational and linear concept of the mental realm. Destiny is the road one has to take in order to achieve one’s ultimate purpose of Self-Realization. Only the higher realm of the soul knows how to organize this journey.
In the larger perspective of consciousness, the purpose of destiny is to become whole again. In order for that to happen, we, as human beings have to retrieve the full amount of our presence.
There are two components in the primary energy of creation: the Will and the Spirit. The Will is magnetic and emotional; itʼs the feeling part of the equation, used to monitor and keep us grounded into our Source. The Spirit is electrical, very quick and agile, itʼs the thinking part of the equation; it takes brave strides, directs and explores.
Basically there is no “Free Will” if the initial “Will” is not retrieved. The original Will is the cornerstone of self-recovery. Without our “Will” we canʼt realize our self, and only operate from an illusion mostly based on another kind of Will that replaced the first one: the ego Will, or pseudo Will.
We might feel like we have “Free Will” since we can make decisions in our lives and are apparently in command. But as long as we canʼt distinguish which one we operate from, confused that we are with our unconscious programs, weʼll continue to exercise our “Will” to prove ourselves, have an importance and a sense of value outside of ourselves, using the 3-D results as a reference frame.
Ego Will has a powerful drive. It can build a serious momentum that can translate into lots of achievements that would seriously reinforce its legitimacy. But as the soul grows towards its objective of Self-Realization, the destiny scenarios will change and one will be nudged into converting the pseudo Will and the glorification of the ego, to real Will and realization of self.
Our destiny is the road we take to retrieve our true self and become fully conscious of who we are, thereby achieving wholeness.
Soul agreement: Contract we pass with ourselves prior to incarnating to make sure we are faced with the circumstances and situations that will make us grow in awareness. We have several soul agreements. They are the most influential part of our power; we can put them aside for a while, but they will always resurface since they are in place for us to achieve our life purpose of full Self-Realization.
Question?
- How to follow your destiny by becoming whole and at one with your creative power?
Feel free to contact me for a no obligation complimentary discovery session:
info@nataliekawai.com
About Natalie
Spiritual Teacher and revolutionary thought leader, Natalie Kawai is a messenger of the Great Mother of Creation. She champions the rise of feminine energy. This part of our presence having been denied from time of creation, we feel that something is missing. Time to return to wholeness and enjoy fulfillment beyond conditional happiness. Born on the shore of lake Geneva Switzerland, she now calls Hawaii her home! Her passion is to guide people to ultimate fulfillment, beyond all ego. She also is a music composer and an artist.
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